26.10.2012

 I have been so stupid and just forget all about my blog.

I have an english assignment i have 2 write, so i`ll get back 2 you later.

i`m sorry.

but please watch this <3 love u

- B

IT`S COMING,

IT`S COMING,

SOMETHING BETTER,

AN EVEN MORE GLAMOROUS

EVERY WEEK JUST KEEP ON READING

AND YOU BETTER BECAUSE I`M WORKING MY ASS OFF.

-B


QUOTE OF THE DAY:

TRUTH IS BEAUTIFUL, WITHOUT DOUBT; BUT SO ARE LIES.

- RALPH WALDO EMERSON

I KNOW YOUR DIEING FOR MORE BUT I PROMISE YOU.

I HAVE WORKED MY ASS OF 2 DAY AND HOPEFULLY IT WILL BE DONE BY TOMORROW.

- I`M THE VILLAIN AND I AM BLAIR BLAKELY BASS.

You Never Know What You Have Until You Lose it, And Once You Lose It, You Can Never Get It Back!


I love driving because it takes me anywhere I wanna go, in My mind and on the road. Many times i just get in my car 2 drive away, listen 2 music and let my mind clear form everything that has been going on in my life. I am often on the hunt for special places. I always look for a place where reality can`t catch up with me



If you go 2 the same spot every time the chance of getting spotted THERE, are even higher than you think. that`s way it`s always new places so no body can catch up with me. you can come back there as many times as you want 2 look 4 me, but I`m never in the same spot twice. i never get spotted. I never know where i`m going. maybe i'll show up where you least expect it.

THE ONE AND ONLY RULE. BE FREE, DON`T THINK YOU KNOW The most important parties to attend are the ones you're not invited to.

Now matter where your at in your life, you always need some time 2 yourself 2 figure things out. No one wants 2 be selfish, But it's not selfish 2 take some time 2 yourself,it's something we all need. take all the time you need the others can wait it's not like they ever waited 4 you, and who knows that might be the time they understand how much you mean 2 them.

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 You Never Know What You Have Until You Lose it, And Once You Lose It, You Can Never Get It Back!

I didn`t do anything 2 hurt you. I should've moved on from the pain that I felt, but I choose to love you and the shit that you had. I JUST CAN`T HELP YOU. but how could you turn away and forget those sunny days, but were they the sunny days or was it the game you played. dressed up little doll, that you've torn, it's messed up, how can you be criticizing me when you fucked up, I never made you cry, I never told a lie, that's all you do to me, so what is you right about, cause I didn't do anything to hurt you, I gave you the best that I can and it's true

IT ONLY CAME CRASHING DOWN WHEN YOU SAID I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH. I didn't deserve IT, BUT THINK HOW I LEARNED IT.


I CAN JUST IMAGINE WHAT YOU'RE DOING WITH YOUR DAY. STAYING INSIDE WITH YOUR COMPUTER AND BEING lazy and cranky.HOW COULD YOU DO THAT... I KNOW WE DON`T TALK NOW.... HOW COULD YOU TURN YOUR BACK ON ME.... NOW I`M WALKING OUT.... IT`S BETTER 2 LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

I really don`t love you anymore. i'm done with you. you won't see me again. I KNOW ONE DAY YOU WILL MISS ME AND WANT ME AROUND BUT THAT`S 2 BAD.

 

It`s what you do that defines you.

Sadly i'm the one that hits and runs. Never use me because if you do you lose me. If you don't want me, NO more then go BUT JUST KNOW THIS: You can`t use me and then call me back the next day,LIKE I'M SORRY. BECAUSE I DON'T FORGIVE AND FORGET.IF YOU DID THIS 2 ME ONCE IT'S A 50% CHANCE THAT YOU WOULD DO IT AGAIN. if you don`t give me what i want and never appreciate me or think that your time is more important than mine then go away, just leave me. i don`t NEED YOU people. i hate calling people like hey do you remember me it`s been months maybe you should pick up your phone and call me back. I*m your friend or did you forget that.


i`m always the friend that takes care of the other friend it`s a gift at least that's what people say, but i think it's my worst enemy. you say i'm gorgeous but you wouldn't care once in awhile 2 just call and ask if we could go 2 a movie or something.

if i didn't call you would we still be seeing each other at all?

Remember, I can be your best friend or your worst enemy.

SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT TIMING IS EVERYTHING I SAY IT IS FOR PEOPLE THAT BELIEVE IT. OTHERS, LIKE ME JUST TAKE THERE TIME AND USES IT WISELY.

You think i'm mysterious when i get in my black car at night times. You don`t know where i'm going and your not determined to ask or do anything to figure things out. your scared that if you confront me you'll lose me or something.


Baby that's exactly something you won't lose me for. Your just worried about ME AND yes your ALLOWED 2 be WORRIED ABOUT ME, but YOU DON`T NEED 2 BE.

In your mind you dont understand whats HAPPENING.You start making up stuff, Like I have a secret boyfriend or better yet a secret life that no one knows about. Sometimes you find me in the weirdest places. It's only my pure imperfection. I go places THAT`S WHAT I DO.

If there is one thing i know it`s that you never give up on the people you love. but i don't love anyone that much yet. I KNOW YOU THINK THAT'S MEAN. But i'm just telling the truth. Of course i love my family and the few friends i have left in this world, but a bass has so much more 2 offer when it comes 2 love. until the day WHEN I FIND THAT FRIEND OR THAT BOYFRIEND, i`m going 2 keep it 2 myself. 




Every time and everyday you see me wearing the most dramatic makeup and the most gorgeous dress or out fit. that`s the few dayS i feel inspired and a little bit happy. it can also be one of my darkest days BECAUSE YOU KNOW i know something about you that you don`t want anyone 2 know. your always late 4 school in the morning because... i'll never tell.

-i keep secrets, after all i am the only one that needs to know them.

i can see it in your eyes, you can`t PUT this all together,you think there's a missing piece. Your friends tell me you say: there is something about Blakely that doesn't add up.I tell your friends they don't have 2 worry, i just love the danger.

is a passion, is a distraction I HAVE. Going out just makes good stories and good experiences it's for fun but i can`t bring you along. this is just something i need 2 do on my own.


i'll try crazy things but i won`t get hurt in the process. but If, just if I get hurt you'll be there for me right ? I don't worry about nothing, because you're always there 2 catch me when i fall. When your with me, we have fun, we laugh, we dance, we sing and you love me and i love you, but there is something missing. i`m living on the edge and i love it. and i don`t want 2 bring you closer 2 the edge with me.

you can say what ever you want but living on the edge is not the same as crashing down, at least not for me but it can be for someone out there and i don't want that 2 be you. you have to love, you have 2 breath and As long as I can LOVE AND breath I'll never let Anything tear us apart. your the only thing that could brake us.

and after all we have been true, You're still saying I always bet against you but this time i`m all in. After all if we die young, we WILL BE young FOREVER.

I might not tell you everything i've have ever done, but that dose not mean i`am hiding it. ask me and i'll gladly explain it 2 you.


i often write in code a lot of you may be confused when i write. that's probably why i don`t have so many comments or readers. but this is what i`m all about. I'll write for you but you have 2 guess. try and understand this by yourself hopefully the pics and the music will tell you a little bit more. it`s all a game and you have 2 love and breath and let your heart and soul just go along with it. imagination has never been more defined.

fly like me.

I GUESS YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU'RE CAPABLE OF UNTIL YOU DO IT.

until next time you know I am Blair Blakely Bass and there is nothing i can`t do.


 

Dreams...Power And Control and Fear And Loathing.

 

In the night your heart is full and BY THE morning empty.

I'm the one that left you you're not the one how left me.


I'm ready 2 be let down.

I no longer expect you 2 understand or do anything.


You always tell me that this may be just another cold case,

But I am a believer in everything and anything that's good.

I Believe in this.

this is all i`ve ever wanted.

I can`t imagine that that`so wrong, but I expect the worst now.

if you want me 2 be happy then you support me. 

And then you know In your heart that I can do this.

But you don't believe that I can.

that`s the problem.

You don`t believe that I have a talent. You don't believe that i have what it takes to do this.

You Say You Listen but you really don't nobody does.

I'm responsible for my own happiness and i'm ready 2 do what ever it takes 2 make it happen...dreams need power and control.


I lived a lot of different life's, been different people many times.

I live my life in bitterness and fill my heart with emptiness.

Now I see you for the first time, there is no crime in being kind.

I don`t wanna live in the fear in loathing. i'm done with trying 2 have it all and now ending up with nothing at all.


The day has come 2 put this all behind and start my life, I'M OPENING MY SAFE.

Please let me step out of my shadow.

APPARENTLY I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT THINKS I CAN PULL THIS OF. BUT JUST IN CASE I FORGOT SOMEONE OUT THERE THAT BELIEVES IN ME, I'LL BE HOPING YOU STAY BY MY SIDE FOREVER.


BECAUSE I CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE GOOD PUBLICITY.

HAHA JUST KIDDING YOU FOOL OF COURSE I CAN'T AFFORD 2 LOSE YOU! GOD.. DON`T BE SO DRAMATIC. IF THERE IS SOMEONE YOU`LL NEVER LOSE IT`S ME B, I LOVE YOU NEVER FORGET THAT. I`M ALWAYS HERE AND I'M NEVER BUSY.




I WANT THIS I'VE NEVER WANTED ANYTHING MORE. WAITING 3 MORE YEARS IS NOT AN OPTION.

MAYBE IT IS FOR YOU, BUT NOT FOR BLAIR BLAKELY BASS.

WHEN I KNOW WHAT I WANT, THEN YOU CAN`T STOP ME FROM DOING ANYTHING ELSE.

I JUST WISH IT COULD HAVE HAPPENED SOONER.

- B




29.08.2012

 



I REMEMBER ALL I WANTED 2 BE OVER THE YEARS. 

                   -A GIRL SOLDIER IN THE ARMY.

                                                                                             

          - A BUSINESS WOMAN LIVING IN NEW YORK IN BIG APARTMENT.

                                                                                           

     - HAVING THE HOTTEST CLOTHING STORE ALL OVER THE WORLD.

                                                                                       

 - BEING A SINGER WRITING MY OWN SONGS AND TRAVEL ALL OVER THE WORLD.

                                                                                   

  - BEING A HAIRDRESSER AND A MAKEUP ARTIST, CREATING NEW LOOKS AND DRESSING STARS.

                                                                                 

 - OWNING THE BEST CLUB IN TOWN.

 

- BEING A ROLE MODEL IN SOME WAY ANY WAY JUST SHOWING PEOPLE THAT I`M HERE AND I WANT 2 HELP. MAKE THEM HAPPY, MAKE A CHANGE.

 

DOING THINGS THEY NEVER THOUGHT WAS POSSIBLE AND GET THEM 2 BELIEVE IN THEM SELFS BECAUSE YOU CAN DO ANYTHING. THIS WORLD WOULD BE NOTHING WITHOUTH ARE ROLE MODELS. WHETHER THAT ROLE MODEL IS YOUR MOM YOUR DAD OR AN ACTOR, SOLDIER A SINGER OR WHATEVER THEY DO ANYONE CAN BE A ROLE MODEL.

                                                                             

-ALL ALONG I WANTED 2 BE A ACTOR SO I COULD BE IT ALL AND STILL TRAVEL ALL AROUND THE WORLD AND HOPEFULLY BE A ROLE MODEL ONE DAY. AND GET ROLE MODELS OF MY OWN ON MY WAY AROUND THE WORLD.

 

WE ALL HAVE SOMETHING 2 LEARN FROM EACH OTHER.

THAT'S MY DREAM DO IT ALL 

 

 

WORLD

 

IT'S OKAY 2 DREAM BIG. NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAM.I HAVE WANTED 2 BE A ACTOR EVER SINCE I WAS NINE. AND I'M NOT JUST GOING 2 GIVE UP THAT DREAM, BECAUSE THERE IS COMPETITION OUT THERE. I KNOW THERE ARE FEW THAT MAKE IT. THAT`S WAY I WANT IT EVEN MORE. I WON'T STOP UNTIL MY DREAM COMES TRUE. AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU!

-B 

BFF.. love me like you do.



OK now this is you. now you may think having your best friend think you boy is super hot is pro and not a con. well not exactly......

You say this because you like him like him not 4 his looks but because he is good 2 you. Your best friend is not interested in the same person AS YOU ARE, GO Her/ HE. Of course she/he should like him/her, but it`s good that she's/ HE`S not attracted 2 him/HER. just imagine if she/HE was...... not good am i right?


best friends 2 me is exactly the same as a relationship I would have with a boyfriend without the sex part of of course.

 

like samantha says: men are 4 sex and girls are for friendship, And of course the same 4 guys, but the other way around. Guys need guys 2 as much as girls need girls. Bestfriends is just a cover up 4 girlfriend or boyfriend because you actually can have them both.

A boyfriend/girlfriend is probably what's on your mind, what you want so badly. Best friend or Best friends are as important, they have been there all along 2 help you find him/ HER. Who says your best friends is not YOUR soulmate or soul mates. Because your friends are family you make for your self by choosing who you what 2 join you in your life. friends make new memories that you can laugh about in the future, and even tell 2 your children once there old enough. Even have them as a real family and make them aunt or uncle 2 your children. keep am around. 

Those people are important and never take them for granted.

aren't you glad that you have them? that's a stupid question of course you do.

Take care of them they need you as much as you need them.

I just let go of my best friend I have had her for years, ON AND OFF,  but we have been fighting alot but, in the end of course I miss her I DON`T HATE HER. There is a reason why we always go back 2 each other let's just say where frenemies




. She's been wrong and I have been wrong it was time 2 end the relationship. Just didn't feel right. WHERE EX`IS NOW. Of course she will always be a part of my life no matter how much we fight. She will always be a part of me she's in my memories.

And I hope i`am in her`s, i'm sorry it had 2 be this way. but I love you anyway no matter how many bad things we have done 2 each other.

I`m here 4 you and I always will be.

I should have taken you with me 2 miami but I thoughT EF was a better shot this summer, that was a big mistake, when i think about how much fun we would have. once again i`m sorry you don`t need 2 avoid me if you see me no hard feelings from my side. I hope you feel the same way.

SEE HOW THEY DON'T MATCH BUT STILL STICK TOGETHER.

   

  

 I have 2 add this amazing song by justin, love me like you do!

I just can`t help but loving him. He's GORGEOUS in every way. Not that he doesn't make mistakes, but because he makes the right once. he is human just like you and me and we all should treat each other like ecoals even the celebs. He's A big part of my life, And i will always respect his decision.

If i`ll ever meet him one day it whould probably be life changing, but I know it`s hard for him 2 deal with the fame sometimes. Let's be honest i wouldn't run after him if he was in my home town. I want him 2 have his privacy.

the reason i know that is because i was there in oslo when he had his free concert, at the opera house.I could barely see him. because the police had but up a big black thing in front of us so we couldn't see anything, but me and my friend took turns lifting each other up.

It was sad leaving the hotel.  All i wanted was 2 see him. But as much as I wanted 2 see him, I knew that it was over and he was all ready headed 2 paris. It didn't help how much I wanted 2 see him before he left. I was not exactly the only one that wanted 2 see him. and my friends could not lift me high enough. but I don`t regret it if I stayed IN Trondheim. I would probably be very mad at my self for not going.

He has already given so much 2 other BelieBers, And I whould be a fool 2 want more FROM HIM. I`ven if I`ll never meet him I know how much he cares. he respects me as much as I respect him. He doesn't know it but i believe he knows it in his heart. I Believe he was ment 2 DO this not only 4 me but 4 everyone. He made me see something I didn't see before he gave ME More better yet he gave us more.

I guess what i'm trying 2 say is that right now my best friend is Justin. He is the one I turn 2 4 advice every night and daY. He tells me that everything is going 2 be alright.



 And i believe that.

I`m never giving up. Because he`S right there holding my hand, getting me true the pain and into the game. 

I`VE never been a player, I have always been the girl sitting on the sideline while my teammates were having the time of there life playing the game.

WELL NOT ANYMORE.

. your My Gardian Angel Justin. I'm so prOUd.

I DIDN`T GET TICKETS 2 SEE IN NORWAY/ Oslo(my home town). That Kills me, but one day, someday i`ll be there.. watching and cheering from the crowd.

AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME.

  


 I love you more.

NOW I should be queit and let you sing.

and you know what I choose you!

 

now I have some ice cream in my room that I whould rather etednd 2. 

have a great night you guys.

love

- B

I am Blair Blakely Bass

good evening


scratch that now let's start over... with some details.

I guess you're all wondering who I am well if I told you that I had 2 kill you..just kidding you're safe with me. 

 


My name is Blair Blakely Bass, but you may call me Blakely or B if you prefer that.

I am starting a new life a new beginning with a new name. which is amazing so you`ll never know who I was unless U already knew me before 2 day.

oh well hopefully you haven't met me yet.

Yes if you must ask it was necessary 2 change my name, not that I did anything wrong and wanted 2 clear my past. But because that was not me anymore unfortunately.



And 4 once i am going 2 follow in the foot steps of Queen B and make things happen instead of hoping they will one day. But of course plan A never works out so I have come up with a plan B well B is best. As I always say there's a reason why it`s Queen B and not Queen A. OH well back 2 why your here oh yes we never even started that conversation.

WELL LET`S START, I guess you're here because my blogg accidently popped up.. well i`ll never know unless you tell me ;) U better tell me! or.... no just kidding.

My uncle calls me a primadonna funny he posted this on my facebook wall. well what can i say in my defense, i guess you just have 2 believe me when I say that i am down 2 earth. well this is just the start of my life and i`m looking forward 2 be telling you more about it soon if you`ll have me but only

As long as you'll have me. 

-B

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