You Never Know What You Have Until You Lose it, And Once You Lose It, You Can Never Get It Back!


I love driving because it takes me anywhere I wanna go, in My mind and on the road. Many times i just get in my car 2 drive away, listen 2 music and let my mind clear form everything that has been going on in my life. I am often on the hunt for special places. I always look for a place where reality can`t catch up with me



If you go 2 the same spot every time the chance of getting spotted THERE, are even higher than you think. that`s way it`s always new places so no body can catch up with me. you can come back there as many times as you want 2 look 4 me, but I`m never in the same spot twice. i never get spotted. I never know where i`m going. maybe i'll show up where you least expect it.

THE ONE AND ONLY RULE. BE FREE, DON`T THINK YOU KNOW The most important parties to attend are the ones you're not invited to.

Now matter where your at in your life, you always need some time 2 yourself 2 figure things out. No one wants 2 be selfish, But it's not selfish 2 take some time 2 yourself,it's something we all need. take all the time you need the others can wait it's not like they ever waited 4 you, and who knows that might be the time they understand how much you mean 2 them.

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 You Never Know What You Have Until You Lose it, And Once You Lose It, You Can Never Get It Back!

I didn`t do anything 2 hurt you. I should've moved on from the pain that I felt, but I choose to love you and the shit that you had. I JUST CAN`T HELP YOU. but how could you turn away and forget those sunny days, but were they the sunny days or was it the game you played. dressed up little doll, that you've torn, it's messed up, how can you be criticizing me when you fucked up, I never made you cry, I never told a lie, that's all you do to me, so what is you right about, cause I didn't do anything to hurt you, I gave you the best that I can and it's true

IT ONLY CAME CRASHING DOWN WHEN YOU SAID I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH. I didn't deserve IT, BUT THINK HOW I LEARNED IT.


I CAN JUST IMAGINE WHAT YOU'RE DOING WITH YOUR DAY. STAYING INSIDE WITH YOUR COMPUTER AND BEING lazy and cranky.HOW COULD YOU DO THAT... I KNOW WE DON`T TALK NOW.... HOW COULD YOU TURN YOUR BACK ON ME.... NOW I`M WALKING OUT.... IT`S BETTER 2 LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

I really don`t love you anymore. i'm done with you. you won't see me again. I KNOW ONE DAY YOU WILL MISS ME AND WANT ME AROUND BUT THAT`S 2 BAD.

 

It`s what you do that defines you.

Sadly i'm the one that hits and runs. Never use me because if you do you lose me. If you don't want me, NO more then go BUT JUST KNOW THIS: You can`t use me and then call me back the next day,LIKE I'M SORRY. BECAUSE I DON'T FORGIVE AND FORGET.IF YOU DID THIS 2 ME ONCE IT'S A 50% CHANCE THAT YOU WOULD DO IT AGAIN. if you don`t give me what i want and never appreciate me or think that your time is more important than mine then go away, just leave me. i don`t NEED YOU people. i hate calling people like hey do you remember me it`s been months maybe you should pick up your phone and call me back. I*m your friend or did you forget that.


i`m always the friend that takes care of the other friend it`s a gift at least that's what people say, but i think it's my worst enemy. you say i'm gorgeous but you wouldn't care once in awhile 2 just call and ask if we could go 2 a movie or something.

if i didn't call you would we still be seeing each other at all?

Remember, I can be your best friend or your worst enemy.

SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT TIMING IS EVERYTHING I SAY IT IS FOR PEOPLE THAT BELIEVE IT. OTHERS, LIKE ME JUST TAKE THERE TIME AND USES IT WISELY.

You think i'm mysterious when i get in my black car at night times. You don`t know where i'm going and your not determined to ask or do anything to figure things out. your scared that if you confront me you'll lose me or something.


Baby that's exactly something you won't lose me for. Your just worried about ME AND yes your ALLOWED 2 be WORRIED ABOUT ME, but YOU DON`T NEED 2 BE.

In your mind you dont understand whats HAPPENING.You start making up stuff, Like I have a secret boyfriend or better yet a secret life that no one knows about. Sometimes you find me in the weirdest places. It's only my pure imperfection. I go places THAT`S WHAT I DO.

If there is one thing i know it`s that you never give up on the people you love. but i don't love anyone that much yet. I KNOW YOU THINK THAT'S MEAN. But i'm just telling the truth. Of course i love my family and the few friends i have left in this world, but a bass has so much more 2 offer when it comes 2 love. until the day WHEN I FIND THAT FRIEND OR THAT BOYFRIEND, i`m going 2 keep it 2 myself. 




Every time and everyday you see me wearing the most dramatic makeup and the most gorgeous dress or out fit. that`s the few dayS i feel inspired and a little bit happy. it can also be one of my darkest days BECAUSE YOU KNOW i know something about you that you don`t want anyone 2 know. your always late 4 school in the morning because... i'll never tell.

-i keep secrets, after all i am the only one that needs to know them.

i can see it in your eyes, you can`t PUT this all together,you think there's a missing piece. Your friends tell me you say: there is something about Blakely that doesn't add up.I tell your friends they don't have 2 worry, i just love the danger.

is a passion, is a distraction I HAVE. Going out just makes good stories and good experiences it's for fun but i can`t bring you along. this is just something i need 2 do on my own.


i'll try crazy things but i won`t get hurt in the process. but If, just if I get hurt you'll be there for me right ? I don't worry about nothing, because you're always there 2 catch me when i fall. When your with me, we have fun, we laugh, we dance, we sing and you love me and i love you, but there is something missing. i`m living on the edge and i love it. and i don`t want 2 bring you closer 2 the edge with me.

you can say what ever you want but living on the edge is not the same as crashing down, at least not for me but it can be for someone out there and i don't want that 2 be you. you have to love, you have 2 breath and As long as I can LOVE AND breath I'll never let Anything tear us apart. your the only thing that could brake us.

and after all we have been true, You're still saying I always bet against you but this time i`m all in. After all if we die young, we WILL BE young FOREVER.

I might not tell you everything i've have ever done, but that dose not mean i`am hiding it. ask me and i'll gladly explain it 2 you.


i often write in code a lot of you may be confused when i write. that's probably why i don`t have so many comments or readers. but this is what i`m all about. I'll write for you but you have 2 guess. try and understand this by yourself hopefully the pics and the music will tell you a little bit more. it`s all a game and you have 2 love and breath and let your heart and soul just go along with it. imagination has never been more defined.

fly like me.

I GUESS YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU'RE CAPABLE OF UNTIL YOU DO IT.

until next time you know I am Blair Blakely Bass and there is nothing i can`t do.


 

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Blair Blakely Bass

Blair Blakely Bass

16, Oslo

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